Lost.

Time is passing so horrendously slow. I can't take it anymore. I am kinda alone now because my colleagues all went out for lunch. While for me, I have lunch delivered, as usual :) So happy that I can save some money. Really appreciate my aunt and uncle for the making the extra mile, packing the food and deliver it here.

Sigh, 16 more days to jimojello's return. It seems like F.O.R.E.V.E.R! :'( time is crawling every single minute. Haven't been hearing from him for a few days, I am praying for his safety and health, hoping that he is surviving well at Wallaby.

Besides, I have been thinking about university lately, actually all along I have been thinking about it. Which one to apply, overseas or not? It's like driving me crazy because I am so uncertain about my future. Now my mom is having a cold war with me because of this. Why can't we talk it out nicely? Why can't we discuss this in calm and reasonable manner? I understand about the financial part, I understand that she wants me to stay by her side. But sometimes I feel that I can achieve something more, sometimes I wanna go ahead and just do it because we only live once, I don't wanna regret. Sometimes I just want to have a supportive parent that encourages me no matter what I do, and not always bringing me down. Sometimes, I just want to abandon everything and leave this place and not care about what others' say. This is probably the end of my education life, and I really want to end it well. :(

Exactly how I feel right now...